North Carolina Life

Michael and His Dad CJ

Michael and his youngest brother Mark

Michael and the dog Tango



Michael

Michael with his brothers, Brian, Blake, and Mark

Ok so alot has happened since I have been here.

Me and Michael made a move to North Caroline after my husband told me he did not want to be married to me anymore. We arrived at the beginning of the month. It has been going well. Michael is happy here know, it took him a while to get use to the fact that there was no chance of us going back to Bob.

We are living with Michaels biological father and his wife and kids. I do feel sometimes that I am a burden to the family and that I am over staying my welcome. But I have no way of moving out on my own.

Life

Right know to be blunt, my life sucks. I am going through things that I never thought I would ever have to go through.
Let me explain:
The husband that I have had for 12 years, told me he did not want to be married anymore. I would love to know how you can just throw away 12 years of life.
I tried for so long but he never wanted any of it.
My question is how do you get through a divorce without crying every night.
So my life has brought me to my sons dad and his wife. Which is the best thing that has happened to me since the night my husband told me he wanted a divorce.
They have been great people.
My son got to meet his dad for the first time in 12 years. Which I regret not letting him have a chance to have him in his life. My son also has gotten to know 3 of his half brothers. He has always wanted to have brothers. So he came here and has a wonderful person to call dad and he gets to know his brothers.
I actually am there nanny know. I love my job, I love kids and taking care of them. They get a little crazy sometimes but they are boys and I should not expect anything more than that.