What does life and people expect from me

I am so tired of life and people thinking that I am a punching bag. I am so tired of life throwing me curve balls, I am not playing baseball. If I was playing baseball I sure would not want curve balls thrown at me. Life just needs to take a flying leap off of the nearest cliff and not come back. Do not mess with me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BovthPByLTo

This is my favourite song right now.

It makes me stop and think about what life is wanting from me.

More about NC

So I have been here a little over a month and things are going well. I am having fun watching the boys during the day. Marcia and I are getting along a whole lot better as the time goes by. I wonder how it will be the longer I am here.
My parents are going to send me money to help me out to get on my feet. I love family and friends without them I will not be able to do anything.
Thank you for all that you all have done for me.